S1 E15: The Supernatural Possibilities of Lucid Dreaming

Have you ever been in a dream, and you realized you were dreaming? This is called getting lucid in a dream – when you know you are dreaming. Until the 70s, there were many scientists and researchers who literally didn’t even believe this was possible. Dorks.

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S1 E14: How to Have a Mystical Experience

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What is a mystical experience? I think it’s different for everyone.

E13 The Bible of Conspiracy Books

And I looked, 

And behold a pale horse:

And his name that sat upon him was Death,

And Hell followed with him.

And power was given unto them over the fourth part of the earth, 

To kill with sword,

And with hunger, 

And with the beasts

Of the earth.

Revelations 6:8

Howdy folks! Today, I’ll be covering the Bible of Conspiracy Books – Behold a Pale Horse, by William Cooper.

This book was published in 1991. If you look in Amazon, you can see that many reviewers are claiming that much of the book has been removed from what was there in the original version. Maybe this is true, maybe not.

Before I get into this book, I want to quickly touch on the concept of a psy-op. 

Basically, a psy-op, if you google it, is essentially propaganda. Military personnel will distribute flyers so that the people they’re bombing won’t hate them, something like that. Here’s what I believe a psyop really is – it’s when the bad guys send emissaries to reveal the awful truth to the population; but in addition to the truth, they include straight up lies which they later are able to debunk with ease. This takes the public off the scent of the awful truth. There are so many examples of psyops, especially in today’s political environment; but the reason I bring this up is because some people believe that William Cooper’s entire book, “Behold a Pale Horse,” was a psyop. There were some nuggets of truth mixed with some insanity. Therefore, it is worth taking a lot of what this book said with a grain of salt. Nevertheless, there were some parts which were definitely eye-opening for me.

https://www.ft.com/content/1e030bbb-a074-4fbd-94c5-94fe579a9a8a

Mainstream Media Says Psy-Ops Are CRUCIAL For ‘Fighting Disinformation’

https://biblehub.com/revelation/6-8.htm

The author of the book, William Cooper, gives a lot of background about himself and his family in the book. He offers some defense against accusations which had been made against him at the time – all the usual nonsense which is used to discredit someone (he’s a religious zealot, a drunk, a racist). While he points out that he’s not any of these things, he says go ahead and believe them, and believe poorly of him – but look at the evidence that he’s putting forth. That stands on its own.

Cooper was an airman at Sheppard Air Force Base with a secret security clearance. He had buddies at the time who told him that they had seen flying saucers, but they were always drunk, so he took what they were saying with a grain of salt. 

He was honorably discharged from the Air Force in ‘65, and then joined the Navy to work in submarines for a time. It was there that in the span of a few seconds, he saw a disk rise from the water and fly into the sky. He looked around to see if anyone noticed, and no one did. But then, he asked the ensign to look in the direction of this thing that he’d seen, and that’s when the UFO came back from the air and dipped into the ocean. This time, others saw; and that’s when they got the Captain and the chief to come and take a look. They came, took pictures; and then told the three dudes who’d seen everything not to breathe a word of it to anyone. When they got to Pearl Harbor, Cooper and his buddies who’d seen the UFO had to talk to the Commander in private. It was at this meeting where he was informed that he’d better not breathe a word of this to anyone or he’d go to jail for 10 years. 

He then went to work on a boat in Vietnam where he claimed there was a lot of UFO activity. He said that an entire village just disappeared after UFOs were sighted there. He also said that there was a rumor that a couple of soldiers were kidnapped and mutilated by UFOs. I’ve heard of cattle mutilations, but human mutilations I had not thought were a thing.

Later, he received an upgraded security clearance – possibly because of his willingness to swear to secrecy about the UFO thing earlier, but who knows. But one morning, he sat in an intelligence briefing, and it blew his mind to such a degree, that he essentially devoted the next 18 years of his life researching what would ultimately be this book. This part of the book was vaguely written. He makes a statement that he was informed that the Kennedy assassination was an internal job, but it’s unclear if he heard about this at the intelligence briefing or was informed of it later. It’s pretty poorly written, which would normally make me believe that he is bullshitting, to be honest. 

Btw, Ambrosia, from the Inner Bloom podcast, had a conversation with Kennedy last summer, and he told her that the government wanted to ok GMO crops for public consumption, but Kennedy was standing in the way of that; and that is why they rubbed him out.

At first, Cooper claims that he shared information with a reporter, and then was run off a cliff by two dudes. He climbed up the hill, and was saved, but then the same dudes ran him off a cliff again. This time, he lost a leg. At this point, the agents asked him if they needed to worry about him squealing anymore, and he convinced them that he’d stay silent. Then, he went to work trying to figure out how to share his story publicly. 

He describes using a lot of strategy in attempting to get the hounds off his scent – and this includes sending information which included purposely false information to discredit himself. It gets so convoluted, but remember what I mentioned earlier about psy-ops. There are decoys within lies within truths, and truths within decoys within total fabrications. If that made no sense to you, it’s because it made no sense. But when someone who is on the bad guys’ side tells a story which seems to reveal the truth, only so that story can be easily debunked later, it gets tricky to know what the truth is. Not only that, but anyone who is attempting to explain how convoluted it can get kind of sounds like a crazy person, to wit. 

I’ll interject here to share what happened to Bill Cooper 10 years after he published this book.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milton_William_Cooper

And you’ll of course run into varying accounts of what really happened, so it’s almost impossible to really know. The wikipedia story is that Cooper, in the 90s, believed that he was being targeted by Bill Clinton and the IRS. In ‘98, he was charged with tax evasion, and the claim was that he evaded arrest, and a warrant was put out for him in 2000. Then, in Nov 2001, there was a shootout at his house, an officer was shot by him, and he was shot to death. Strangely, the reason the authorities were at his house had nothing to do with tax evasion or an arrest warrant, rather, it was because of disputes and aggravated assault he’d had with his neighbors. This is what I call a fishy story. 

Obviously, if you go online, you can find completely different accounts of what happened. Basically, there are those who believe that Bill was essentially executed. I’ve linked to another story in the show notes. Really, either story can be true. I certainly would not blindly trust any official account of what happened that day. One weird detail which I found in a few different sites (doesn’t make it true, but worth a ponder), was that Bill Cooper predicted in June of 2001 that there would be attacks on the WTC, and that Osama Bin Laden would be blamed for it. Interesting that he was shot to death two months after Sept 11th. Very Very Interesting.

How William Cooper was murdered by Arizona police

I have to play a clip from this news report of the Bill Cooper shootout:

I wonder if anyone listening knows something about law enforcement. If so, I would love to understand the strategy of having a bunch of cops pretend like they’re rowdy kids parked out of a man’s property to lure him out. There’s so much about this that I do not understand – which just thickens the plot.

Ok, let’s get into some of the meat of the book. Cooper introduces a document which he says was found in 1986 in an IBM copier which had been purchased at a surplus sale. This document was dated 1979, and was titled, “TOP SECRET [so, try hacking past that top notch security phrasing], “Silent Weapons for Quiet Wars, and Introductory Programming Manual Operations Research,” [yawn]. Honestly, the first part of this title is intriguing, but the latter part is so dull, I really think that’s their strategy for maintaining secrecy and security – they just bore you into not giving a shit. Now Bill Cooper believed that this document was essentially the policy which had been adopted by the Bilderberg Group (it’s basically a group of CEOs, billionaires, etc., which is believed to exert a lot of control over the world). Cooper renames the document, “The Illuminati’s declaration of War upon the people of America.” He liked to keep his phrasing subtle.

The document begins by explaining to the reader that he/she has been selected to be in the know about the objectives which are being put forth by the document because he/she is, basically, a sociopath. In the words of the people who created the document, “You have qualified for this project because of your ability to look at human society with cold objectivity.” Congratulations to you.

There might be multiple interpretations of this doc, so take my summary with a slight grain of salt; but from what I can gather, in the early 1950s, these wealthy elites were doing some number crunching, and they realized that they were approaching an era where there would be an abundance for all – basically, increased output of goods and resources in combination with decreased energy requirements. So, no one would be in poverty, and everyone would have all kinds of opportunities to live their dream life. These elites viewed this as the potential loss of their own power and specialness, and they didn’t believe that all these normal folks deserved to have that kind of life. They decided that they could start to control the masses, but they would need to introduce some tweaks.

Here’s where the document describes some of the strategies which would help these elites to manipulate and control. One of the biggies is our monetary system. In the document, it contains a quote from Mayer Amschel Rothschild (who died in 1812), “Give me control over a nation’s currency, and I care not who makes its laws.” How did he implement this control? By providing more loans than he had backing for. People would give him greater wealth than he had originally in exchange for the promise of future wealth. As long as Rothschild could just keep providing the appearance of collateral, people would continue to flood him with money. And this is what he used to gain power. This practice is in place for generating business loans, home loans, car loans. 

Whether you believe this is true, one thing that is for certain is that all of these tweaks exist in our society, and I’ll give a few examples; but some of the examples I cannot even talk about because it would definitely be triggering. Imagine if you have believed something was true your entire life, only to find out that it was never true, and that it was a falsehood designed to keep you as a cog in the matrix.

One of the strategies they use to control the masses is, and I quote, “Keep the public busy, busy, busy, with no time to think…” This sounds like such a broad objective, and so non-specific, that it’s easy to dismiss. I bring it up, though, because it seems so strange to me that, even though the technology that we use to do our jobs has improved exponentially over the years, we are still slogging away at our jobs, always busy. Think about how just working with MS Excel has eliminated so much busywork for millions of people. Yet, we’re busier than we’ve ever been. I’ve always theorized that this is due to corporate and governmental bureaucratic bloat which I assumed was the product of bad decision making. But what if it was all due to methodical string pulling by people who knew exactly what they were doing?

Ok, so another of the examples of the way they exert control over the masses is by controlling the media. This way they can keep the public attention away from the real issues while simultaneously keeping them engrossed in stuff that doesn’t matter. Is this true? Who knows, but I can certainly think of a pretty good example, which is when the story about Prince William and Megan Markel leaving the monarchy for Canada. This did seem to happen right around the time that Prince Andrew was getting into hot water over the Jeffery Epstein stuff — and the media just went right along with it and buried the Prince Andrew story (at the time). 

Ok – maybe that’s not the best example of evil overlords controlling the media, but what about this — and I think I can guarantee that you have not seen this example anywhere because I believe that I was the only one to notice it. 

This next part is kind of controversial for the times; and I just want you all to know that, as far as anything controversial is concerned, I will never EVER stand up for what I believe in.

On Tues, Apr 27, 2021, Journalist, Josh Rogin, broke the story on the Joe Rogan Podcast about how Anthony Fauci had essentially started gain of function research back up in Wuhan, despite a moratorium that Obama had put on this. There were other bombshell findings from this podcast – but that was the main one. Since then, the natural origin story of covid has been pushed more and more to the wayside in favor of the lab leak theory, and I would argue that it was that podcast that led to this. If it weren’t for that journalist, we would still be calling people crazy conspiracy theorists for believing that covid might have come from a lab.

That’s not the part where I tell you that the media is controlled by evil overlords. Here’s that part:

On Tuesday, April 27, 2021 (the same day the Josh Rogin episode was run), the media posted stories everywhere about something that Joe Rogan had said during a podcast episode which had aired 5 days before (Friday). This story was plastered everywhere, it ran just a few hours after the Josh Rogin episode aired, and it had NOTHING to do with the claims made against Fauci. 

What am I saying here? I’m saying that the media ran an attack against Joe Rogan RIGHT when this episode aired. They waited for this episode to air — the story they aired was based on comments Rogan had made 5 days earlier — and they blasted it everywhere. Every known mainstream outlet ran the exact same story at the same time. 

So, just to recap, according to this document which has been around since the early fifties, a bunch of sociopathic elites have been controlling the population using various tactics including media manipulation, education system tinkering, keeping us busy at work, and entertaining us with garbage. Btw, I am seriously summarizing here.

For the next section of the book, Cooper talks about Secret Societies (my favorite topic). Now, while this sounds very exciting, it isn’t to read it. He basically talks about a bunch of secret societies, who started them, and how they’re interlinked with each other. It gets so convoluted, I wasn’t going to summarize it here. He also says some things that aren’t true, like that this guy Adam Weishaupt, the dude who started the Illuminati, wrote the Wealth of Nations. That’s a very strange detail to get so completely wrong. Adam Smith wrote the Wealth of Nations about a hundred years before Weishaupt existed. This kind of thing is such an obvious detail to get wrong, that I have to wonder was it placed there on purpose to mislead us into thinking Cooper was a looney toon? Was it placed there by Cooper himself, or by someone else after Cooper was killed?

Btw, the audiobook of this book had so much of the book removed – including the introductory part in which Bill Cooper gave a lot of his military background. When I looked on Amazon, a bunch of people claimed that the paper copy of the book they received had parts missing as well. All of this is ripe for speculation.

There are several more sections of this very long book (which you can find free pdf copies of online). I would love to interview someone who has done a deep dive into this, rather than do that deep dive myself, since it is just so mind numbing. 

E12: Psychics and Channelers

This is an episode is about psychics and channeling.

What is channeling? I define it as when a person shuts off their thoughts and allows some other entity (spirits, guides, angels, in some cases, demons) to come through them, either through written or spoken word. Some people find this really creepy and off-putting. And I think it’s so cool, and I love to hear people channel. And there are a lot of people out there claiming that they can channel. Many of these people also say that we all can channel and write books teaching folks how to do it.

When I was younger, I remember I would occasionally make jokes that were so clever, and I would think it didn’t come from me. It was like some other force put the joke in my head. Then it went away completely.

One of the most famous channelers is Esther Hicks, who claims to channel a group of entities who call themselves Abraham. The message they bring is very consistent – it’s basically the Law of Attraction – so if you focus on something you want, you’ll bring it in your life. Most people get the gist of this, and either believe it or not. One thing Abraham never does is channel future prophecy. Rather, they just give advice about how to bring ease into your life while also manifesting your dreams. 

https://www.hayhouse.com/shop/books-ebooks?authors=216

Abraham Hicks – Let The Universe Work Things Out For You

Some of you may have heard of the spiritual teacher, Eckhart Tolle. He teaches people to focus their energy and attention on the Present moment. There’s so much more to his teachings than that, and it would be ridiculous for me to go into it more, but I bring him up because I believe; he’s never said this, but I think all he does is channel – all the time. 

But what’s a little baffling is the fact that a lot if not most channelers are not able to do it for long before they need to take a break. So it’s always interesting to me how Esther Hicks can channel Abraham for days on end, and Eckhart Tolle only channels. 

What happened to these people that allowed them to channel? For Esther Hicks, her husband, Jerry, actually dragged her to see a channeler with him. I believe the channeler was Sheila Gillette, the woman who channels an entity called Theo. They had a thirty minute session where they asked “Theo” questions through Sheila. Esther, I think, was a little put off by all of this, because she thought it was weird. But Jerry was totally into it. At the end of the session, Jerry was like, how do I get to ask you more questions? And Theo told them that Esther had the gift of channeling. 

So the two of them then went home and started meditating every day. Even though Esther thought that channeling was weird, she very much enjoyed meditation, so practicing this was no problem for her. Then, one day, she realized that her nose was moving in the air, and she was spelling letters. Jerry busted out a pen and paper and started writing down everything she spelled. She continued to do that for a bit, and then she transitioned to typing stuff out, and eventually, she was able to channel their communications directly through spoken voice. This process took about a year, so it took some commitment. People of course think she’s a fraud. You’ll find all kinds of hit pieces on her online which you’ll find about anything interesting. I think she’s legit, but I guess I’ll never really know.

Eckhart Tolle is legit – he’s what a human being becomes when the ego scoots out of the way. There’s simply no doubt in my mind that he is speaking words from beyond the reality we understand. His experience was very unique. When he was 29 years old, he was I think a post-doc at Oxford, but just living an absolutely miserable life. He would wake up in the middle of the night with anxiety and dread. And one night, as he was experiencing this misery, he said, “I can’t live with myself anymore.” Then, he thought, wait, if I cannot live with myself…then who is the I and who is the myself? There must be two of me. And with this thought or realization, he basically underwent a complete dissolution of his ego. 

Eckhart Tolle – YouTube

And just so this makes a little more sense, Tolle points out that most of us are constantly trapped inside our minds. Our minds are always thinking, and we think it’s us who are doing the thinking, but it’s something other than us. And if that sounds crazy to you, then, this may not be the right time for you. A few years ago, I bought his book, The Power of Now, and it just sat on the shelf for at least a year or two before one night when I finally decided to crack it open. I was feeling the same sense of dread and depression that I would get on Sunday nights before I had to go back to work the next day, but when I started reading this book, just the first chapter, I instantly had this sense of peace and calm, and the pages seemed to be glowing. Not everyone experiences that, and I think that’s because we’re all here having our own unique experience – Tolle’s teachings are for some people but not necessarily for everyone all the time. 

One thing you could try, though, is just to close your eyes and feel your hands. Focus your energy on your hands, and you can even focus your energy inside your body. For me, this gives me some relief from the constant chattering of my mind. It also gives me a sense of peace and sometimes elation. This is basically how Eckhart feels all the time because the part of him which caused him to think constantly and basically be trapped inside his mind all the time died when he was 29. 

Anyway, back to Tolle’s life story which is an interesting combination of boring beyond belief and fascinating — so for 2 years, Tolle just sat on park benches and enjoyed the day, enjoyed watching the people go by – just felt supreme ecstasy all the time. He was broke, I’m not sure if he was homeless, and it didn’t matter. His mind was no longer there to tell him that he was living life the wrong way, that others were doing better than he, that he was a failure. It turns out all of

those beliefs are just lies that you don’t have to continue believing. 

But after a few years of this, he thought that there might be more that he could experience. And one day, he went for a walk, then he walked into a church, and when he got inside he said something like, “I would like some acceleration please.” I don’t know if there were other people in the church with him; like, “kids, stay away from that man.” BTW, when he tells this story, it’s not like he thought to himself, “I’m going to the church to pray.” It’s more like, he just received an impulse to go for a walk. Then, he received one to walk into the church. He’s just basically acting on pure faith with spiritual energy guiding him along his path all the time – just like Canadian Actor, Ryan Reynolds – jk. 

So, he forgets about this entire incident and goes on living life, and about 3 months later, he wakes up with a book idea. Then, he receives an impulse to move to the West coast of America. Why? Who knows? But it’s so interesting because it suggests that there are external energetic forces which the other dimensions work with in order to work through us – the energy in CA was just more optimal for channeling this book – this was before the Kardashians became a thing.

Anyway, he didn’t know where he was going to go, but when he arrived, someone sublet a room for him, and every morning he would feel this tremendous energy flowing through him as he wrote the book, the Power of Now. When he was done, he was out of money, so he bought a lottery ticket and won 1 thousand dollars and he used this to get back to England – he was like, California sucks, I’m going home! Anyway, wrt the lotto ticket, you get the sense that it was not gambling. He was guided to buy it and it was what he needed. Kinda crazy!

A lot of Tolle’s teachings are not paranormal stories, But i did want to share one story from A New Earth which I thought was just nuts. So a woman came to see Tolle once, and she was riddled with emotional pain, anger, and she told him her story. And he led her through some thought exercises – whatever he felt guided to lead her through, and at the end, this woman, who had been experiencing quite a lot of pain her entire life, released a huge amount of pain. But here’s the crazy part. We all think that emotions are just etheric, non-tangible or not even real things, generally speaking. But when the woman left the room, Tolle had a friend come in, and she was like, “what is this dense, murky energy in this room? You need to open a window and burn some incense.” 

Tolle says that he then went to a restaurant nearby, and there was a man in a wheelchair who looked over at Tolle really intensely for a moment, and then started having a huge fit – fighting with the waiters – all the way out of the restaurant as they tried kicking him out. It was a big scene; The man yelled at everyone in the restaurant – except for Tolle. Tolle didn’t really know what caused this, but he thought that the released emotion of the woman he’d just seen – he calls it the pain-body – came into that man to show Tolle, “You thought you defeated me. Look, I’m still here.” Alternatively, Tolle wondered if maybe the released energy – the pain body – followed him to the restaurant and just attached to the only person with compatible vibrational energy. Later on after the police had come, the manager came up to Tolle and said, jokingly, “did you cause all this?”

I’m going to put a pin in the topic of channelers for now – there’s so much more; so many more channelers to discuss. I’ve taken a bit of a left turn by even bringing up Eckhart Tolle under the topic of channeling, because no one thinks of Eckhart as a channeler – I’m just pretty sure that’s what he’s doing. There’s one woman who claims to channel Jesus, and, conveniently, when she channels Jesus, He’s always recommending that you buy her books, so I take her teachings with a grain of salt. 

So, on to the topic of psychics. I think psychics gain their abilities in the same way that channelers do, often; though, there are many people who seem to have been born with psychic abilities – and, in some cases, these abilities seem to run in the family. There are many psychics, many accounts of psychics, and it’s very difficult to sort out whether psychic abilities are real.  So what I recommend is that you develop your own abilities, and find out for yourself. While I cannot make this a podcast about how to become a psychic because that would probably be really boring, I can definitely say that step 1, no matter what book you’re reading or who you are following, step 1 is some sort of meditation practice – I try (and fail a LOT) to slow the constant thinking I do throughout the day.

I watched a show a year or two ago on Netflix called, “Surviving Death.” The first episode was about a woman who suffered from a near death experience and foresaw the death of one of her sons; and many years later, he died. It was so sad. And the episode was very well done. It was also convincing because she didn’t keep it a secret that she had seen this happen to her son – years before it actually happened. I think she even told him – good parenting. 

But then, the series dedicated two episodes to Mediumship; and they focused for an incredibly long time on physical mediumship, which is when ectoplasm forms, or something like that. I’ve been into weird psychic shit for a few years now, and I can firmly say that this is nothing that has ever crossed my radar. Not to say it’s all BS, but what is the significance of having plasma or anything physical form? I couldn’t comprehend why they would focus on that. And, meanwhile, during the show, no physical matter was ever produced in any kind of convincing manner. So it all seemed like bullshit. Also, one of the mediums would channel a little boy named Tommy. And she sounded so ridiculous. For me to play a clip, I might get hit with a copyright issue, so I practiced really hard to give you my best imitation of the medium channeling the young boy, Tommy, “Hi Guys, it’s nice to be here.” It was the most unconvincing display I’ve seen, and I’m here to believe it all, baby! 

E10: Notes from the Cosmos by Gordon Michael Scallion

I’m going to go fully off the rails into the land of Woo and we’re going to we’re going to discuss the book Notes from the Cosmos by Gordon Michael Scallion.

He also had a magazine called the Earth Changes Report that he would write with his wife sometime in the 90s. If you Google Gordon Michael Scallion, btw, you get significantly different results than if you use Duck Duck Go. One of the things that Scallion is probably most well known for is this future map of the world. I have it linked in the shownotes. 

https://www.forbes.com/sites/jimdobson/2017/06/10/the-shocking-doomsday-maps-of-the-world-and-the-billionaire-escape-plans/?sh=6669e60d4047

So Gordon Michael Scallion was basically a normal guy it sounds like. He grew up he was really interested in electronics he was actually kind of naturally good at it and he even kind of wonders if this was maybe sort of the beginnings of his connection to the netherrealm maybe the alternate dimensions but he was really good with electronics he did a lot of electronics consulting and he was pretty Successful.

Suffered from pretty bad asthma – missed lots of school. This will be relevant later.

In the mid-70s when he was in his early 30s he and a couple buddies decided to go down to Mexico and this is where he really started having strange inexplicable experiences. 

Starting with a bloody bull fight, and sensation that he’s seen it all before.

Then, he goes to Pyramids of Teotihuacan – transported to the same place but a different time -he could see buildings which were no longer there and a bunch of other details which just didn’t make sense to him because, frankly, it didn’t make sense, period.

But he was so steeped in his normal, every day run of the mill life and thinking, that he literally just wrote this vision off to the altitude he was at and the thin-ness of the air. And I’m sure there was a part of him which was afraid that he might just be flat out losing it.

The very next day the same thing happened to him again he and his friends went to an old dormant volcano and as they were ascending to see the top of the volcano he was transported again to a Time who knows when when the volcano is literally erupting so he could see rocks and lava all around him just exploding.

So this was his trip to Mexico and this is his introduction to What was in store for him.

But he and his friends returned from Mexico and for the next few years absolutely nothing happened so this was just a glitch in The Matrix. He moved to Florida, his asthma lessened quite a bit. He was living on a houseboat, making good money, and had a dog. He was basically as happy as a clam. 

Then, when he was in his late thirties in 1979, shit started gettin real. And by real, I mean the opposite of.

One day he was talking to a client and all of a sudden all of a sudden he just lost his voice he couldn’t speak and the client was kind of uncomfortable and basically walked away so he went to the doctor and course he couldn’t explain what’s going on but the doctor really couldn’t figure out anything obvious and admitted to the hospital for overnight testing and so he lay there still unable to speak and he was watching late-night TV when he started to notice this glow coming from the door and he just thought they had testing equipment out there and that’s where the glow is coming from but then the glow started coming towards him towards his bed and then pretty soon the whole time he’s a sort of explaining it away, but at some point the glow is literally the figure of an elderly woman hovering two feet above his knees and here’s the part where he starts to get him comfortable so he’s thinking to himself I need help and he’s wanted to call the nurse and trying to rationalize what in the world is going on without sort of admitting to himself maybe I’m crazy come to the conclusion because he has these IVs sticking out his arms and comes to the conclusion that they’ve given him some sort of drug that is causing hallucinations and now us a sufficient explanation in his head to get him to relax so he just he’s like oh wow this is just by the way they admit you overnight I just don’t see them giving you drugs that would cause that there aren’t really that many drugs outside of flat-out hallucinogens sort of reaction I don’t think at least I’ve never had that

So after he relaxes into what he thinks is just a drug-induced hallucination he’s able to start to actually hear what this elderly ghost is saying to him as she hovers about him while he’s in his bed and she basically says hey get out pencil and paper and start writing this s*** down cuz I I’m going to drop some knowledge and she starts telling him things about as of one of these starting in the late 80s she says this is by the way again or reminder 1979 starting in the late 80s they’re going to start being an increasing amount of sort of events like hurricanes or earthquakes volcanoes Etc. I don’t know if there’s that many other events outside of that yeah so she tells him some predictions stuff that’s going to happen in the next as she says lunar cycle and as well as stuff that’s going to happen years from now so he’s writing all this down thinking hahaha this is an interesting hallucination but you know since he’s writing it down probably there’s a part of him that is starting to kind of get that this is not a hallucination but anyway any racing all down and then when she’s done. 

Another sort of pyrotechnic and her turn Prismatic and seep into every part of the of the rooms is just amazing and then and then it’s over and he starts hearing Ed McMahon on The Tonight Show again introducing Johnny Carson so he just goes to sleep 

The next morning the nurse comes in like a how are you doing I’m doing good and of course this means his voice is comeback and the. So he gets released from the hospital they have no diagnosis of what caused his vocal constriction by the doctor kind of suggest or hints that maybe he’s having like a bit of a mental problem; and, based on the previous night’s events, he sort of thinks that might be true; but he asked the doctor who were those crazy drugs that you gave me and the doctor said it was just a glucose solution so basically just some sugar water to make sure you don’t dehydrate or starve so hardly anything that would cause an elderly female ghost to hover over your bed and recite predictions of catastrophic world events.

He talks to one of his friends who was actually a psychiatrist about everything that had happened to him and he even shared some of the predictions you got with him. A couple days later, the friend says have you seen the news. Scallion’s like “no, why?” and you guessed it, the predictions she had him write down had come true. at the time he didn’t give a s***. He just wanted this all to go away, so he completely ignored it. He doesn’t give any details about what the predictions were.

He thought that if he moved from Florida back to Connecticut that maybe the visions would just go away so he moved to Connecticut; but that didn’t work. In fact, he was starting to undergo these weird body changes. So he used to have Big Macs everyday for lunch and it was relatively young so just didn’t actually cause too much of a problem for him but when you return from Florida and he tried to eat a Big Mac he literally had a 24-hour bug.

Scallion, despite trying to run from these experiences, continues to have them. There’s an incident where he’s in a crowded grocery store, and he is just suddenly enveloped by a vision of some far off distant place. When he comes to, all these people are pushing past him irritatedly. 

He also notices that when he meets up with people, he can see visions to their left or right. He starts to realize that these visions are possible future scenarios of these folks.

He’s still uncertain about what it all means, or what to do with this weird information, but meanwhile, he’s not doing so well professionally, and his finances are dwindling. 

He decides to take a meditation class to learn more about what’s happening with him. 

He’s the only one who shows up to the class – everyone’s worst fear. The instructor tells him that  he has the look of one with prophecy. So they start the meditation, and he blacks out. After an hour, he comes to having no idea what just happened. He’s heading out the door when the instructor gives him a tape. So she had recorded the entire thing. He doesn’t want the tape, but she insists.

After a while, he finally decides to listen to the tape – it’s him, but not him speaking, and he’s basically describing what happened to him while he was in the hospital, as well as what is going to happen to him during his lifetime. 

He opens a learning center for spiritual stuff. A lot of interesting things happen at that learning center. At one point, two men show up asking for him specifically to help them with healing. He has no idea what to do, but they insist he is the right man for the job. One of the men is suffering from some liver toxicity, and he’s dying. The other man is actually a physician, but he cannot help him. When the 3 men sit down, Scallion is just kind of sitting there like, I don’t know what you want from me. Then, the doctor puts Scallion’s hand on the patient’s arm or something. Almost immediately, Scallion starts relaying what to do. He gives them instructions about how to create a poultice out of various herbs and where to put it how many times a day. They go on their merry way, and years later they write him a thank you letter from Europe where they are living happily ever after.

He goes into a trance state and channels a class on reincarnation.

He receives a message that he should fly to LA, and after driving around aimlessly, he pulls into a place (just randomly) called the Aquarian center, where he meets this man named Torkum Saraydarian — an author on Amazon.

Torkum tells him he’ll see him in Sedona in a year. That’s it. That’s the purpose of his flight to LA.

A Year later, Torkum happens to be the dude who ends up marrying him and his now wife, Cynthia. Now was that worth a trip to LA? Of course, this reminds me of Eckhart Tolle who also had to travel to California in order to write his first book. Maybe Scallion needed to be in CA for energy stabilizing reasons. 

So remember at the beginning of the podcast when I mentioned that Scallion had really bad asthma? Well, this will be relevant for this next story. Scallion talks about counseling people, and looking into their past lives, but he’d never actually looked into his own history.

One afternoon, he’s dozing off for a cat nap, and he’s whisked away to a completely different land. He’s at something which looks like a man-made harbor. There’s a long channel which is bordered by these large, megalithic stones, which the ships, of which there are many, dock against. Scallion mentions in passing that the ships do not seem to have motors or sails…this is an interesting theme which comes up frequently in research about ancient societies on Earth where the ships and flying vessels don’t have motors or any seeming strategy for moving or staying in air…

Back to the story. Scallion, in the dream, floats over to one particular boat, it’s about 100 ft long, and as he looks closer, he can see that a chamber on the ship has been opened, and people are coming out. When he looks closer, he can see that these people are half human, but also half animal. Several of them have tails and some are covered with fur or scales–it’s like a door has been opened up to the land of Narnia, and all of these creatures are coming out. They look terrified. The men on the ship are escorting them out of the ship to apparently be chained to metal poles which are set up on the harbor. 

The people are packed in like sardines, and Scallion says that the odor is atrocious. But it gets worse. When all of the people have been escorted out, he looks into the back of the room, and he can see several creatures which are lying on the ground, their eyes and mouths wide open in an expression of panic. They are all dead from suffocation.

Then, Scallion wakes up. So this is really horrible, but what does it have to do with Scallion? This is when his guide speaks up and says:

Your inner World Journey has taken you back to a Time Some 18,000 years ago to a place where you once dwelled. In this land, you were captain of The Vessel star Maiden out of the port city of Alta Nuune in the greater land known then as Atlantis. You were a highly successful Trader in what was then known as servant class mixtures. These were beings containing both human and animal qualities … Some creatures contained vestiges of the plant kingdoms as well. For at that time creatures such as these were still on the Earth a result of genetic experimentation with nature.

These beings … were looked upon as beasts of burden. …  Your name then was Bu-Te-Nam. You were the captain of the ship you saw.

In your dream you were witnessing an actual past life event …

 From this life as Bu-Te-Nam, you lost in Soul growth … which lasts to this day. To you and to most people at that time, these beings of God we’re less than cattle. To increase your profits you packed as many of them into the hold of your ship as you could fit. Through your actions over the years many hundreds lost their lives through Suffocation. This brought to you the karma that directly impedes you in this life now and has affected your health adversely since birth.

I’m going to stop there, but there is so much more in this book to explore. I would say I only covered about a quarter of it. But I do want to point one major flaw out…if you can even call it a flaw. The Book came out in 1997, and Scallion decided to include a series of predictions for 1998 through 2012, and, spoiler alert, I’m not sure if any of these came true.

One of the topics which Scallion brings up is the importance of dreaming, and how we receive important messages in our sleep. Something which hit me particularly hard was when he said, “Or perhaps the message requires strong emotional impact–nightmare scenes that act as wake-up calls when we have been sleepwalking through our days, ignoring the signals and warning signs all around us.”

This statement made me think about how recently, when I’ve decided to drink some beer the previous day, I’ll often have really chaotic and doom-like dreams. I’ve thought that those dreams were a direct result of my drinking (which could be viewed as a way of sleep-walking through life), and this was further confirmation of that theory.

E6 Miracles: Cured by Jeffrey Rediger MD

Medical disclaimer – before I get into the stories from this book, Let me make it clear that I am not making any medical recommendations, and that these stories are being shared for entertainment purposes only. Consult with your doctor before trying anything.

This book starts with the story of Claire, a 63 yo soon-to-be retiree looking forward to moving from Oregon to Hawaii, and retiring with her husband. But she starts to experience concerning symptoms, and finds out that she has one of the deadliest cancers out there – pancreatic. And when she met with the surgeon who was going to cut her 2 cm tumor out, he was very honest and straightforward with her that surgery only came with a 5% chance of curing her. Meanwhile, she was almost guaranteed to writhe in pain and suffer the consequences of the procedure for a long time. So she opted out of really undergoing any treatment for her pancreatic cancer.

The author, Jeffrey Rediger, then sort of fast forwards 5 years. Claire is actually undergoing another type of medical test for some other ailment she had. The test involved a scan which happened to include her pancreas….where no sign of the previous cancer was found. Now, Claire had opted out of all conventional treatments (chemo, radiation, surgery), yet here she was cancer free. 

Interestingly, her doctor told her that her experience had no medical value, it was just a fluke. He didn’t ask her what she changed or tried, he just shooed her along.

Here is where Rediger makes sort of the premise of his book, and that is to determine what the people are doing when they are able to cure their ailments. What are their techniques and strategies. And it’s interesting that we do make a point of studying strategies of people like successful athletes or musicians so we can learn from them, but we completely ignore what people who have successfully cured themselves are doing. And that’s basically what he is doing in this book.

The author says that when he was starting his research of spontaneous remission of cancer, he had heard the statistic that 1 in 100 thousand would experience spontaneous remission, but when he looked into the source of this stat, he found that it was basically made up. When he dug into the topic further, it looked like cases of spontaneous remission were actually much higher, and often would spike after big media stories, the release of popular books, or conferences. He said that when he would ask a group of physicians how many of them had observed remissions which had no medical explanation, several hands would always shoot up, but when he would ask them how many of them documented these observations in case studies, all hands went down. So there might be quite a few more spontaneous healings than we know.

Certainly the author, Jeffrey Rediger, was guided by many sources to research the topic of this book. But one of the influences which, at the very least, got him to travel to Brazil to study faith healers there, was a woman in the hospital he worked in, Nikki. Nikki had been diagnosed with terminal cancer, and flew to Brazil for healing. After this, she did experience what would appear to be a miraculous recovery for a while, but ended up ultimately succumbing to her disease. And of course, Rediger thought that it was all a sham. People can undergo all sorts of “recoveries” and simply just be experiencing a placebo effect. For example, some people can think that they have been spontaneously healed…but then you can see the tumors growing on their scans, and their lifespan isn’t increased anymore than if they’d received no treatment. But Nikki was so adamant that Rediger at least check it out, that she even got people from her experience in Brazil to contact him, and tell him their stories.

So finally, he decides to check it out. He starts at the Casa de dom Inacio Loyola in Abadiania, Brazil. – this is the place where the famous healer, John of God, operates. And while he was in Brazil, he certainly came across a fair number of miraculous healings. For example, there was one man, who was in his 80s who’d been diagnosed with glioblastoma decades earlier. When he asked the guy if he made any changes in his life, the man said, nothing really. He kind of was attributing his healing to just coming to the Casa of John of God, and that was it. HIs wife, however, was sitting next to him, and said everything had changed. Before the diagnosis, he was a completely absent husband and father, focusing on his job, or going out drinking. After the diagnosis, his focus shifted to the family, and he just became a much more engaged person. 

After hearing many of these stories of healings, Rediger came to the conclusion that something real was happening at the Casa of John of God, but he actually thought it wasn’t anything John of God was doing. Rather, he thought these were people who had made some sort of significant changes in their lives. But what was that?

So, as he sorts through the “what” of these cures, he supports this hypothesis that one of 4 aspects of the patient’s life has gone awry, and needs to be tweaked. These aspects include:

Your immune system, your nutrition, Your stress response, and your identity. In the book, Rediger details nicely a lot of the science that backs up his rationale for each of these different systems possibly contributing to ill health. I just skipped all of that because it bored me, and went straight to the anecdotes. 

  1. Your Immune system:

He cites case studies of patients who were diagnosed with terminal cancers, who then got some sort of infection after a surgery – possibly to remove the tumor, or some of the tumor. And these people are in the hospital a while as their bodies fight this infection which they got as a result of the surgery. Normally, we would say this is a bad thing, but in certain cases, the patients have gone into remission from this incurable disease. The idea is that perhaps their immune system kicked into gear as a result of the infection, and then it went on to do it’s normal job, which is to also get rid of cancer cells.

It’s rare that I learn something from history which truly shocks me, but Rediger reveals in this book that the famous microbiologist, Louis Pasteur, who is the reason for Pasteurization, actually had a really heated debate with another colleague, Antoine Bechamp, over how best to view or approach the topic of these germs which they were only newly discovering at the time. And, if you can imagine at the time, whenever these germs were discovered, they were basically determined to be the culprit behind these terrible diseases, or your favorite cheese going bad too early. So naturally Pasteur and the public supported this scorched earth policy when it came to these microbes – kill them all! And, it’s been years (Pasteurization came out in 1862), but I would say that it’s really only relatively recently that mainstream medicine is starting to recognize that having a healthy balance of microbes might actually be best–well, at least as it pertains to our human biological systems. We now hypothesize that a lot of people who may have received a lot of antibiotic treatments as a kid are more likely to have some sort of chronic condition, and possibly the imbalance of the types of bugs which live in their intestines are the reason why. 

But this ISN’t something that we have only now come to understand. Even as early as when Pasteur was touting his “scorched-earth” recommendation for microbes, another, sorry, French biologist, Antoine Bechamp, was adamant that the specific microbe didn’t really matter. What mattered was the environment or terrain within which the microbe was introduced. Moreover, he had a colleague, Claude Bernard, who agreed with him so strongly, that this dude literally drank a glass of dirty water with Cholera…and he was totally fine. Now this guy must have been so confident because Cholera was one bitch of a disease back then. One last note on this story, as Louis Pasteur lay dying on his deathbed, which is where people go to die, he said, “Bernard was right, the pathogen is nothing; the terrain is everything.”

  1. Healing your Nutrition

Here’s the part where Rediger talks about how diet might impact an incurable disease. He brings up the story of Tom Wood, who had type 2 diabetes. Despite taking an increasing number of medications, his physical condition got worse and worse over time. He had less and less energy, and was experiencing disease of various organs from the high blood sugar. Then, one day, he went on a diet plan which was being advertised with a money back guarantee, and after a month of basically eating vegetarian, possibly vegan, he really had eliminated the need for half of his medications, and he was starting to feel a lot better. Now, he’s lean, no longer diabetic, and is able to walk 3 miles a day – whereas previously he could barely walk 100 feet. 

What was interesting to me here was that his doctor had never seen anyone reverse their disease. This is as recent as within the last 6 years. 

I have to hand it to Rediger here, because my impression from the book is that his preference is a vegan or vegetarian diet; but that doesn’t stop him from relaying the story of Pablo Kelly, who ended up going on a ketogenic diet when he found out that he had terminal glioblastoma multiforme. He started by fasting, which basically depletes the glucose stores in your body, and then he ate only meat, veggies, butter, and nuts. Basically, this just kept the tumor from growing for about 2 years. Then, a surgeon went in and cut out 90% of the tumor, and over the following months, the tendrils basically went away. That would be funny if it was really just the fast that stopped the cancer, and everything else he did was completely unnecessary.

  1. Healing your stress response

To illustrate the impact of stress on the body, Rediger brings up the story of Jan. When Rediger met Jan, he had a picture of her sitting in front of him at his desk (he was interviewing various patients who had healed in Brazil). This picture was from before Jan came to the healing center. When she walked in the room, he could not recognize her from her photo. So Jan’s story started in her teen years, when she struggled to keep awake, falling asleep on her homework. When she reached her twenties, she started getting more symptoms, rupturing a disc in her back. Then, she was diagnosed with something called dry nerve root – which sounds very painful. They had to give her surgery for that, but it put her in a wheelchair for 5 years. Meanwhile, she got married, had kids; but she keep having terrible symptoms — damn, lady, I got two functional legs and I can’t get a dude to save my life. Finally, and way too late, she was diagnosed with Lupus. So all of these terrible symptoms were due to the root cause of an autoimmune condition. By this time, she had so much organ damage from years of not having a diagnosis. Meanwhile, her situation at home wasn’t great. None of the details were shared in the book, but basically her husband left her, and her kids didn’t like her much either–talk about adding insult to injury. That would be funny if it was because she had like 10 different affairs – just men all over town that she was wheeling around to.

Her disease continued to worsen. She was on 15 medications, and really expecting to conk out any time. Interestingly, several people suggested that she go to the healing center in Brazil.

So finally, she was like, what do I have to lose. So she went. At the healing center, Rediger talks about the fact that one of the healing modalities offered was meditation – and people would basically meditate for hours. At one point, the meditation instructor walked up to Jan, and said, “They don’t belong to you.” What? “Your children, they don’t belong to you, they belong to God.”

Now the weight of this failed relationship with her kids had been so heavy on her, that when the instructor said this to her, she basically started crying, and just cried for days. Now, whether this was it or not, Jan started getting better. She started taking fewer and fewer medications. She even weaned off one of her meds so quickly that Rediger thought that alone could have killed her, but she was fine. And only a couple years later, she was unrecognizable. Certainly the fact that she’d lost weight contributed, but Rediger said this was not the only factor making her look so different. She said that she’d walk past people she knew, and they wouldn’t even recognize her.

This is a striking transformation for someone who just started to eat healthy and meditate. 15 medications, relationships with her family so bad that they abandoned her, the brink of multi-organ failure. It supports this theory I have that, if you’re still alive, there’s hope for you. If this woman can turn things around, so many others can do the same.

  1. Healing your Identity

Rediger also writes about Daniel, a 20 something seminary student who was raised in a very strict, conservatively religious household. Daniel felt a lot of guilt and shame about who he was and who he felt that he was supposed to be. He felt like he didn’t deserve to be an ordained pastor. He had a girlfriend, but his relationship was strained with her because of his conflicting feelings around sex and intimacy. At some point, he was diagnosed with testicular cancer; and, at the time, there wasn’t an effective cure for his disease, so it progressed, and he sort of started to prepare for death. Meanwhile, he went to a psychotherapist who did some regressive hypnosis on him. It took him back to when he was a very young boy, and he remembered his great grandmother. He could remember and feel how much unconditional love she showered on him. And, he carried this feeling of unconditional love with him out of the hypnotherapy session. Since he was dying, they asked him for what he wanted, and he said, I want to get ordained, and married. So, he got ordained and married. As he was going through the wedding ceremony, it seemed like he might not even make it through, he was so ghost-like from the advanced cancer. But he was starting to feel pretty good, and after a while, they decided to do scans on him, and low and behold, his tumors seemed to be shrinking–some of them were gone. Pretty soon, he was pronounced cancer free. So was it this new-found unconditional love for himself which somehow taught his body how to rid itself of cancer, or were these two unique events just coincidence.

Ok, I have no idea which of the categories this last story fits into. I would call it spiritual transformation…maybe? Anyway, this story again involves a dude with glioblastoma, his name is Matt Ireland (that’s right, you just heard me say “is” instead of “was,” so there’s a little hint as to how this ends). This guy was living the life – he was in his early twenties, and he was leading ski tours in the winter in Colorado, and mountain biking tours in the summer. Then, he started feeling really depressed, and it was basically out of nowhere because he’d always been so cheery that people would give him flack for that. Then, it started to become clear that something was wrong because he was getting these really bad headaches, pretty much every day, and he was even getting nauseated and dizzy – pretty concerning symptoms. Long story short, he’s got aggressive GBM. He can barely pay for the treatments, and his health is just getting worse and worse. He ends up going home to live with his mom–probably thinking that death is around the corner. But he hadn’t completely given up. He did try changing his diet to increase the nutrient density of his food – I’m not sure what that looked like or if it was similar to the ketogenic diet that Pablo had done; but whatever it was, it really didn’t seem to make a big difference. A friend of his mom’s ended up hearing about him, and she had had her own miracle healing in Brazil, so she suggested he go there; when he said that he couldn’t pay for the ticket, she was like, dude, if money is the only thing keeping you from going, I’ll pay. 

So he rented this small room on the outside of town in Brazil, and the first night, he had what he called a dream, but was more like a vision. In fact, nothing about it seemed like a dream, even after he’d woken up – it was so real to him. But in this vision, this woman came out of the bathroom. The light around her, or coming from her was so bright, that he couldn’t see her or make out any detail. And she put her hands on his head. And I’m going to read from the book:

In that moment he felt the most powerful physical sensation that melted from the crown of his head, over his shoulders, and down his body, all the way to his toes. “It was a feeling of pure love, perfection, light, God, whatever you want to call it.  It was like when you get the chills only multiplied by 50 thousand.

Cured by Jeffrey Rediger

So, similarly to Daniel in the previous story, Matt carried this feeling around with him while he was in Brazil. Eventually he returned home for a while. He was actually feeling and doing pretty well. He didn’t know how well, since he didn’t want to get an MRI – basically because he just didn’t want to know. But the community at home in Vermont was a little more negative. They would pressure him to get treatments, even though he knew those made little difference. Another friend of his mom’s heard the story and was like, well, it kind of sounds like going to Brazil did the trick – so maybe you should just go back. So he was like, ok. When he made it back to Brazil, he went to an internet cafe, and met this woman, and basically fell in love at first sight. He was with her from that moment on, and they got married and just made a life for themselves in Brazil.

Two years went by, and he’d been avoiding any diagnostic imaging, I kind of don’t blame him. But he finally decided to get another MRI, and, as you might have guessed, there was really nothing there, not even a brain, just kidding. There was really no sign of a tumor, other than something that could have just been residual scar tissue. To top that, he wasn’t supposed to be able to have children due to the treatments he’d undergone, but he now has two kids, and they’re both super fucked up. Just kidding. He now has two healthy kids; and if you ask him what he attributes his health to, “It was love that healed me. To me, that’s what God is, that’s what life is. That’s what getting better is, it’s love.”

This sounds very suspiciously like someone who has had a very powerful psychedelic experience. Was the experience with the woman under the influence of mushrooms? Is the healing center in Brazil also an Ayahuasca retreat? If so, Rediger gave no mention of that. Perhaps he felt like he couldn’t write it in the book? I have no idea. 

That’s it for this time. See you next time.

E8 GHOST STORIES by H.J. Tidy

The Brown Lady of Raynham Hall

So, she’s referred to as the Brown Lady because she’s wearing a brown brocade dress.

For this story, you can actually Google “Brown Lady of Raynham Hall” and you’ll find several pictures of what looks like a creepy specter on a giant staircase. Raynham Hall is this country house in Norfolk England, and it has been in the Townshend family for 4 centuries. To call it a house is a bit of a stretch since it’s a pretty spectacular mansion.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raynham_Hall

A little aside: doesn’t it seem like all the ghosts that you see tend to be women?

So, the story goes a little something like this: Once upon a time, there was a playboy named Charles Townshend. He was born in 1694 (but you know he’d still be trying to get it on with the ladies if he was alive). He was a high ranking politician and had a bit of a rivalry with another politician, Robert Walpole, who was actually the prime minister of England. Walpole bought a house in the area, and Townshend felt threatened by his power, and that’s where Dorothy Walpole, Robert’s sister, comes into the picture. Now Charles Townshend was married to this woman, Lady Elizabeth Pelham, but when he saw Lady Dorothy Walpole, he asked her to marry him. The way the story is written, it’s unclear whether he had even vacated his first wife from the house before moving Dorothy in. In fact, it almost sounds like he was married to both of them at the same time – but that could just be incomplete story telling from the book. Anyway, The marriage may have actually been sort of a peace treaty between Townshend and Walpole. – because what else are women good for? Just kidding. They’re also useful for having sex and making heirs.

So Dorothy married Charles, but, legend has it, that she was involved with another man – Lord Thomas Wharton. He was also a party guy, and a lecher, so Lady D. had wonderful taste in men. Legend has it that when Charles found out that Dorothy was having an affair with Thomas Wharton, he locked her inside Raynham hall, and wouldn’t even allow her to see her kids. Apparently, Thomas didn’t lift a finger to help her either so she was imprisoned there. So, I don’t understand how her brother, Robert Walpole, didn’t come to her aid either – maybe he had to leave it be to keep the peace. Anyway, Dorothy got small pox and died. And that was when she proceeded to haunt the ever-living-fuck out of the place. 

Not really, though, it wasn’t until 1835 (over 100 years later) that she decided to show up. Some man named Colonel Loftus (first name Colonel) was spending Christmas at Raynham. Basically, he was returning to his bedroom, and saw a woman dressed in a brown brocade gown standing in front of his room. He wanted to get a good look at her face, but she vanished. Imagine having to go to sleep after that. Maybe he had a wife in his bed as well, it doesn’t say in the book. The next night, it happened again! In the book it says, “This time, Loftus made a note of her empty eye sockets and her glowing countenance.” He was like, “wait right there, I’m gonna get my sketch pad.”

The next story is of a man named Frederick Marryat. He heard the stories of the Brown Lady and basically wanted to debunk them. He thought that smugglers were using the house, and were trying to keep people away. So he went to stay in the very bedroom that she seemed to frequent. He also kept his revolver with him. On the third night he was there, she finally appeared to him. She was holding a lamp, and lifted it. When she did that, you could see that she had sunken grotesque features. He still thought that she was somehow a hoax, so he shot her in the face! Now, imagine if she was a hoax, that’s quite a thing to do. Fortunately, she was a real ghost, and the bullet lodged itself in the wall behind her.

The thing I don’t get is how people decided that she must be lady Dorothy Walpole based on how she resembled a painting of DP. How does a ghost with sunken eye sockets resemble anyone? If I die, and a ghost with sunken, hollow features shows up, I’m going to be very put out if people are like, “Hey, this looks just like Savanna.”

But what really catapulted our famous Brown Lady into the Limelight was an incident which occurred in 1936. And the incident was that someone got a picture of her. These two photographers from Country Life magazine captured a shot of her coming down the staircase. Who knows if this was all a hoax. It may very well have been. Supposedly paranormal researcher, Harry Price, looked into this and said it was all authentic. The negative from the film was found to not be tampered with. 

Have you ever gotten an email from a dead person?

Jack Froese was 32 years old when he dropped dead suddenly from cardiac arrhythmia in June of 2011. 5 months later, two of his friends received emails from him. One of the emails, titled, “I’m watching,” said, “Did you hear me? I’m at your house. Clean your fucking attic!” So this was actually an inside joke between Jack and his friend, Tim Hart, who received the email. If this was a hoax, how would the hoaxer know that shortly before Jack died, he had told Hart that he needed to clean his attic? Also, who would do that … not to mention wait 5 months to do it? The other note from jack was sent to his friend Jimmy McGraw. McGraw actually had broken his ankle a few weeks before receiving his email, also in Nov 2011. So Jack’s email basically said that he knew McGraw was going to get hurt, and that he tried to warn him. Now, McGraw was basically at home, and had only told a few people about his injury; so again, this adds to the mystery of these emails.

Can you imagine if you’re Jack’s mom? She got nothing.

Justice From Beyond

Ok, so anyone out there who thinks they might murder someone, take heed to this story. Even if you cover all your bases, the ghost of the person you murdered might just appear to her mother and spill the beans. So this is the story of a woman named Elva “Zona” Heaster. In 1895, when she would have been around 22, she met this hot dude named, get ready, Edward Stribbling Trout Shue. I feel like at least one of those names was excessive. Edward was a blacksmith, and Zona would go to his shop all the time to flirt with him … ask him to Shue her pony, forge her a sword…if you know what I mean. Anyway, he couldn’t resist so the two were married; but Zona’s mom, Mary Jane Heaster, didn’t like Edward – he gave her the creeps. Three months after they were married, Edward went to the market and decided to send the neighbor boy to his house to check with his wife to see if she needed anything – makes a lot of sense that he didn’t bother to ask her before he left home. So this neighbor kid, Andy Jones, was rather young, which makes this a pretty cruel prank because, as you all might have guessed, Andy found Zona just lying dead at the foot of the stairs with her eyes open. At first, the poor little kid was like, “Mrs. Heaster?” but it didn’t take him long to realize that she was dead, so he sent up the alarm. So along comes Dr. George W. Knapp, the town doc. It took him a while to get there, and when he did, Mr. Heaster had already taken his wife up to their bedroom, dressed her, and laid her body out. At the time, this was unusual because this was women’s work, but people chalked it up to grief. Also, completely unsuspiciously, he’d dressed her in a high necked dress with a stiff collar and placed a veil over her face. Do you think you know who did it?

So the good doctor noticed bruising on her neck, and tried to examine it, but Edward became overwrought with grief, and held his wife’s body close to his – just making a huge fuss; and it worked! The doctor bought the act – who would buy that? Dr. Knapp finally just said that Zona had an “everlasting faint,” but then later said it was “childbirth” not even really sure if she’d been pregnant.

Ok, so during the funeral, Zona was lying in the coffin and the entire time, Edward stood really close and guarded her body from everyone. I think he was making a huge play to make everyone think that he was just suffering so much, and that’s why he was behaving erratically. But get this, he placed a pillow on one side of her head, and a rolled up sheet on the other side of her head, and tied a scarf between the two! He said, tearfully, that this would keep her comfortable and aid in her final rest.

The crazy thing is that people liked Edward, so most didn’t suspect anything – they just thought he was behaving strangely due to grief. This is the thing about sociopaths, they tend to be liked. 

Of course, Zona’s mom, Mary Jane Heaster, knew exactly what had happened and wanted justice. Mary Jane started praying every night for her daughter to come to her and give her a clue as to what happened – i feel like I wouldn’t have needed any help with this – even when they were carrying her coffin to the burial ground, people were like, “doesn’t her neck look loose…like, maybe it was broken…?” Finally, the ghost of Zona appeared to Mary Jane, night after night getting clearer and clearer. The ghost demonstrated to Mary Jane what had happened – Edward basically twisted Zona’s neck all the way around like an owl, or like what some kid with mental problems does to their barbie dolls – I’m talking about a friend. Zona’s ghost demonstrated this to Mary Jane by twisting her head all the way around – this action doesn’t affect ghost health, but it’s quite deadly for humans. Remember growing up, when your mom would say, “don’t twist your head all the way around, it’s bad for you.”

Anyway, Mary Jane, with this ghost story, was actually able to convince some people that Zona’s body needed to be examined again, and, as you might expect, it was clear that she’d been choked and then her head snapped, which gives me the creeps. The author of the book says that the fact that Mary Jane knew how Zona had died was proof that the ghost had appeared to her, but I feel like it was pretty obvious already. 

So they needed more proof that Edward did it, and that’s when they looked into his past and found that he’d been married two times before. The first wife lived to tell the tale because, while they were married, Edward went to jail for stealing horses. She divorced him, but reported that he beat her all the time. The second wife, Lucy, died within a year of their marriage under mysterious circumstances. I mean, this guy had some serious rage issues. He ended up being convicted at trial, and died 3 years later in prison of some infection.

The author, who may have had a hard time believing this ghost story herself, said that the state was so convinced of Mary Jane’s ghost story, that on a historical marker near Zona’s cemetery it says, “

Interred in the nearby cemetery is Zona Hester Shue. Her death in 1897 was presumed natural until her spirit appeared to her mother to describe how her husband Edward killed her. An autopsy on the exhumed body verified the apparition’s account. Edward, found guilty of murder, was sentenced to prison. Only known case in which testimony from a ghost helped convict a murderer. 

Ghost Stories by H.L. Tidy

Insane Asylum Ghost Story!

Ok – so I’ve saved the best, and worst, for last. Best because who doesn’t love ghost stories about insane asylums, and worst, because I’m about to talk about some dark stuff. Ok, so this story is about what used to be called the Lunatic Hospital in Taunton Massachusetts. This place opened in 1854. Anyway, this place apparently housed some notorious folks, most notably a woman named Jane Toppan. Now, Jane was a lovely girl, who just had the unfortunate affliction of poisoning the elderly and infirm while gaining sexual pleasure from watching them die. So can you really blame her? You know how everyone thinks that watching folks die is sexy. So, i’ve listened to a lot of true crime, but this chick never entered my radar. She truly was a serial killer, in that she got a sexual thrill from her murders. I was so surprised about this, that I actually googled her name, and wikipedia seemed to confirm what the author is saying – Jane Toppan happened. 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jane_Toppan

So, I think the way serial killers are created is that they start out as sociopaths – or people who do not have empathy, and then they’re treated really badly. If you look at Jane’s past, she was raised pretty shittily, so probably that’s how she somehow became a serial killer. She trained to be a nurse and, I quote from the book, “She claimed that the sight of patients close to death aroused her sexually. She would dose them, get into bed with them, and hold them close as they passed away.” What is that?

She got fired from a few jobs, in one case for administering opiates recklessly. She then goes home to where her adoptive sister is, murders her, and then tries to seduce her widowed brother in law. I’m surprised she wasn’t successful in seducing him because her plan was watertight. Here’s what she did, she poisoned him, and then nursed him back to health. It sounds like an It’s always Sunny in Philadelphia plot. But when that didn’t clinch the deal, she poisoned herself, so he’d have to nurse her back to health – I mean, she was really just exercising all of her feminine wiles. None of this worked, and he kicked her out. 

Finally, she was just leaving such a huge string of dead bodies behind that she got caught. I imagine the conversation went something like this, 

“Ms. Toppan, we have reason to suspect you guilty for murder.” 

“What? Me? I would never dream…” 

“We have eyewitness testimony and rock solid proof.” 

“Ok, well, then let’s cut to the chase or we’ll be here all night. I killed 30 people. Killed em for sexual pleasure, and I don’t plan to stop.”

My Imagination

So when she went to court, she actually wanted to plead guilty and go to jail because apparently, she would have had a chance at serving her prison sentence and then getting out of jail, I don’t know how. But everyone else agreed to charge her as not guilty by reason of insanity, so she had to go to an insane asylum for the rest of her life.

So that was a digression from the focal point of this story which is the Lunatic Hospital of Taunton. The story goes that there was all sorts of devil worshiping and satanic rituals going on there, and even around the grounds. Inside the hospital, many of the staff would take poor, unsuspecting patients down to the basement to sacrifice them in some sort of cult practice. Many of the asylum patients would refuse to be taken down to the basement, and would therefore lose their outside privileges. The author points out that many people notice that the basement remains cool, even during the summer! How’s that for your smoking gun evidence – a basement which is cool. More compelling, though, is the fact that there are blood markings on the wall down there. 

Apparently one dude went to work for the asylum, and wanted to see the basement for himself, but when he got to the last step, he stopped short and “

… described what could only be a paranormal experience. As he closed his eyes, he felt every single case of torture and pain that each of the tormented Souls trapped within the hospital went through. He raced back upstairs and resigned from his job that very day. 

Ghost Stories by H.L. Tidy

I would say that description is missing some details … what does he mean he felt all the pain and torture? I do sort of hope that one of them was Jane Toppan – I mean, at least she kind of deserved it. No one deserves that kind of treatment really, but she did.

There is a man in white who is often seen by the staff and the residents there. He’ll stand in the corner of the patient’s rooms, watching them. Some have seen him crawling closely along the wall. 

Apparently, one patient escaped the hospital and hid in the cemetery, but then he felt a hand on his shoulder, which gripped so hard it left bruises. When he looked up, there was no one there, and he heard a voice in his ear say, “Leave.” So he went right back to the hospital where he stayed the rest of his days.

Ok – that’s it for tonight! See you next time, and Happy Halloween!